This is the end

He stood there with burning eyes.

His breath fast, the place echoed with his suffocating sighs.

“It must be how you feel when you’re dying”

He had been waiting for it from a long time,

What was real, what was a manifestation never really mattered throughout his life.

But this, this was different,

He spent his life looking forward to this.

“all my life has been dazed and confused, I wish I were sober when I were dying .“

Estrangements, rejections, blames were always welcomed by,

“A seat is definitely reserved for me there”, he thought every time after getting high.

But this quite wasn’t what he expected,

No smoke, no darkness, no snakes to bite,

“What the hell is this ? ”, he cursed for the last time with wounded pride.

“it’s the last opportunity, give me what u got,” he murmured to his mind,

“She never came till now, why would she come to your funeral?” was all that was going inside.

A few peep-holes to his childhood, his mom smiling when he walked for the first time,

Everything was fading, there was just one issue left to decide,

Will it be light forever or will it be finally de-light.

 “Maybe they weren’t just mocking when they called me insane”

The death finally was there, still he felt ashamed,

“t‘was God or Satan who stood by me my whole life?”

“oh no!, this can’t be hell.” he cried seeing so much light,

He stood aghast in heaven, still, with burning eyes.